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I stop spinning and suddenly feel the strain the fatigue the uselessness of all the movement. i look around at all i have negelcted and realize the peace that could come, but first I just want to lie on the floor and stare up at all the swirling colors moving round and round i close my eyes and still feel the movement round and round. i relax into the feeling and feel the energy leave me and the present becomes dim. Then i wake up and find myself lying on the floor staring up at the mess around me energy fills me and the cleaning starts felling empowered but the voices from outside the shouts of fun entice me to rejoin the circling frolicing and I give in, joining the circling once again but every time i colapse the mess around me is a bit cleaner and finally i wake up and am there.